i'm trying
to let go of my fear of losing
i'm trying
to stop calculating
who messages first, who's turn it is to talk, how much of myself i can reveal to you
i am failing

but you never stop looking at me like i'm your world

what did i do to deserve you?
was it the dozens of past relationship where i felt inferior?
when the only reason they stayed was because of the lines of my face?

you told me that you watched me from afar
captivated

i don't understand
but i love you

you know my secret desires

but do you understand ?

i want you to flay me with your words

completely break me down

and then put me together again afterward

i will gleefully be your ****, your *****, your nothing

please use me until the only thing i am is yours

oh how i dream of you filling me up                 sometimes where others can see

of you bringing me to pleasure merely by words and your detachable stick

of me riding you while you call me nasty things

these are all the things i want and more

but most of all i dream of my first time with you

of you finally in me, ******* me

of me crying from how good it feels to finally have you in me

o, darling

please

it’s so silly

how much i want you to touch me in public

to stroke my hair

touch my back

when you do it                               i can’t contain my happiness

Her eyes could change the tides

with their blue-green ferocity

the intent behind them

could open a door to a whole new world

her lips form the deepest confessions

that my ears will always closely listen to

O, darling

how i long to wrap myself inside you

to have you curled inside me

if only

Abusive boy!
I gave you my melody!

I bore you
but you already appeared

You are not the trophy, you are not the prize
you are one ride i will go on
but never will remember

I swear to you

Hips sway and lips lie

Yeah. you've got me

Wide (alive)


No, I won't call you baby

I got your account

And you like me just the way I'm not


I fought it for a long time now

said she needs to run away -- Lost


My ship went down

3 pm on my feet and staggering

Manage me (I'm a mess)

lost in empty cushions

my mistake so predictable (I’ve danced - )


From the get-go I knew this was (solid to hold)

Baby, don't yell

Say goodbye to the halls and the classes

appear! champagne!

Make a wish on our apology