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sankavi Jan 2020
i am over you
but when you text me only when you need something
it hurts
a lot
131 · Jul 2019
i don't need you
sankavi Jul 2019
I cried about you
you weren't worth that
129 · Sep 2020
4am thoughts about you
sankavi Sep 2020
10 months
its been 10 months
and after all this time I still cant get over you

finding people who don't care
men I cant trust

trying to feel anything
anything at all than the love I feel for you

I'm happy I love you
and I know you love me too
but I know you're not in love
I know you'll never love me more than I love you

I would do anything for you
I need you to know that
anything at all to make you happy
the happiest you could possibly be

I care about you so much that it hurts most of the time
all I want is for you to care about me

to think about me like I think about you
every second of everyday

I think I love you so much that I hate you
I hate everything about you but I love everything too
I just want you too stop existing so I could stop feeling this way
but then yet again you make me wanna live everyday

I just want to be friends with you without being in love with you
WHy is that so hard?
129 · Dec 2019
i hate this feeling
sankavi Dec 2019
i hate how you're constantly on my mind
consuming every part of me
my brain overflows like a huge ocean with big blue waves
my heart beats saying your name
every breath is another breath waiting for the time ill see you again
everything is about you
and i hate it
why can't it all be about me for once
129 · Dec 2019
euphoria
sankavi Dec 2019
you make me
smile
laugh
grow
want
crave
feel
mad but happy
you make me feel euphoric
120 · Jan 2020
life's moving too fast
sankavi Jan 2020
I'm not ready to grow up yet
I'm not ready to leave my friends

I need to have fun
fall in love
party
create everlasting bonds

I cant grow up
I'm too scared to grow up

and life is moving too fast
120 · May 2019
mom
sankavi May 2019
mom
I know
I know I'm hard to love
I know I'm hard to raise
I know I'm not your perfect daughter you always hoped for

I know
but I don't think you know how hard it is for me
when you tell me to **** myself every time I do something wrong
when you tell me to slit my wrists whenever you're mad
when you tell me its my fault you tried to **** yourself

I know
I know you're mad at the world for who it turned you into
but please don't take that anger out on me
I want to love you
but I don't know how much longer I can
117 · Jul 2019
petty wars
sankavi Jul 2019
friendships lost
through petty wars

at least i know who stays and who goes
at least i know youre not worth it anyways
117 · Jan 2020
love/hate
sankavi Jan 2020
i hate how much power you have over me
you can say one thing and id do anything to make you happy

but i love how you can say one thing
and it can keep me happy for the whole day
113 · Sep 2019
The ex pt 2
sankavi Sep 2019
I care about you too much to let you love her again

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