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 Apr 2014 Sam Clemens
J N Alonoz
I have never feared
the silence of alone,
and I am not;
comforted now by,
the fast laughter of
children in the streets below,
the rhythmic hum of a
wild beasts' idle release,
as it tamely lays
within my thought;
A broken seal reveals
the birds beyond this proper cage;
and the fighting limbs,
searching for the heart of light
between the trees;
I am not alone.
I have hands
pressing my thighs at night;
I have a remainder
inside left to breathe,
till bodies cannot contain a mold;
I am not alone as
this condition crowds
around a boundless
sadness;
I am not alone;
till there is you;
and the fear lets free, and bounded birds are clearly seen,
as failing latches struggle to give and release. and
the sun.
the sun sighs for its last collide
and I am almost lost inside someone else's thought;
yet,
I am not alone,
as we press our eyes
against this page
and pretend that,
beyond this thought, that
I am not alone.
Nobody ever talks about the days in spring
where you sit against the windowsill
looking out as the rain engulfs the outside world.

Everybody talks about the sweet flowers,
blooming in the vast sunshine and warmth
beautiful colors and scents overwhelming your senses
as they sprout from the lush, green grass
and the renewed freedom you have
as you discard your coat and scarf.

Everybody talks about the cool afternoons in spring
where you find yourself reading your favorite paperback,
beneath the ancient cherry tree and its bright, pink blossoms
in the serene meadows overlooking the thawed pond,
where the only sounds are the birds in the distance
and the faint rustling of the trees as they sway with the breeze.

Everybody talks about the days where
the sun urges the snow to melt,
for the cold to disappear and be replaced by warmth
that goes down to your very core,
bringing life and joy to the world again.

But nobody ever talks about the days in spring
where the rain steadily comes pouring down
and you stand outside on the wet asphalt,
welcoming it with a smile as it purifies your consciousness
and opens your mind and heart.

Nobody talks about when deep puddles appear at every flooded street corner,
and even now you cannot help but take one giant step into it
for children's sake,
allowing the water to fly in every which way,
drenching your clothes as you go on to the next one.

Nobody talks about when a storm brews up in the sky,
thunderous dark clouds filling in as you try to outrun it home,
but try as you might,
there comes a point where you simply accept fate
and stand there anyway as the rain crashes down upon you,
upon everything.

Everybody talks about the wonderfully bright, cheerful days in spring.
But it's the days with rain, the dark skies, the sudden downpours,
that I believe need more attention.
As where would the pretty flowers and blossoming trees,
where would the lush green grass and soft, quiet meadows be
without a little rainstorm every now and again?
Spring is my favorite season of the year. I love everything about it. This poem just kind of wrote itself as I was sitting in my bedroom, letting the words come to me as I could hear the rain outside my window.
Oh, to be in love
To wait for his arrival
I'll be with you soon
But never soon enough.
I walk along these cracked streets
Taking in every crevice, every patch
And cannot help but admire
its character throughout time.

By night, the rain fills in the openings between the asphalt
By day, the sun rises and the water fades away,
And I cannot help but understand
that this cracked street and I have a lot in common
as I look inward and consider
all of the cracks
in my own being.

Some nights, the tears flow, mingling betwixt the cracks
in my heart and soul
flowing without direction.
Most days, the sun rises
and by that point everything within has dried.
There's no real point in fixing me,
because like the road that I walk upon,
there are simply too many cracks for people to pave.

It's not a particularly bad thing,
I've just accepted it and continued on.
After all,
I admire this old street for its character,
and so too must others do for me.
frank sinatra still sings me to sleep
the same way that you'd shake me from a nightmare
     it's soothing
yet somehow reminiscent of chicago's smog

i wake half-shaken
and half ready to light up a spliff
right where i sit
     wherever it is that i'm sitting
or am i standing?

and is it too demanding to ask
that you laugh
when you've got a cameo
in my drip-stained dreams?
     ****
all i'm asking for is a laugh
     anything
          really
other than a gap-mouthed gasp

that's all i ask

well
there's that
    
and...
          maybe you could show your face
          for just one or two milliseconds longer
She doesn't know you
but she could tell you your favourite song
because it reminds her or the backs of your hands,
older than they would seem
and much wiser than her.

You've never spoken but your voice
is her favourite song.
Continuously playing in the back of her mind,
like a broken record
you don't want to turn off.

She too
is a broken record of your name
Yet she does not know what it is,
like its resting on the tips of her lips
I imagine her
resting on the edge of yours.

She tries to write poems
about how you make her
weak at the knees.
Frustrated,
she tells me how she cant write your perfection.
It is endless
and effortless
and compares to nothing.
She often then contradicts herself by
Comparing you to the vastness of space
and the brightest stars.

He is all of me,
she says.
She knows you better in her dreams
than she knows her own mother
who knows not of the love she has given.

She knows you'll love her because she is
the sort of person who steps on every crack
And reads obscure books
with strange names.

You will love her because shes pretty
and ambitious
and astute and charming.
She is endless and effortless
and compares to nothing,
you will often contradict this by
comparing her to the vastness of space
and the brightest stars.

She will be all of you.
Her name
Her lips
Her love
will rest on the edge of your lips.
And you will love her,
as she does you,
as I do her.
Let my lips kiss away the hate that once spewed from your mouth.
Let them restore the chewed and dried pieces of your lips to soft and pliable.
Let my lips celebrate the smiles and commiserate the frowns.
Let me learn about the stories you once told and the songs you once sung.
That sparkle in your eye
never seems to fade,
*does it?
I love people who talk to me about their aspirations and hobbies. They always have a sparkle in their eyes and a huge grin upon their faces.
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