I enjoy watching you turn red. It gives me the assurance that you feel what I wanted you to feel all along. It feels like forever has passed since the last time I feel this way - smiling at nowhere for nothing but you, feeling like I have a sunny day even when it’s gloomy, and the feeling that I feel whenever I look at you. How beautiful it is to live in a time like this, a time when I am trying to live my life the way I should be and taking my path the way others has designed for me. Then, we met. You said ‘Hi’ for the first time and every day since then was an everyday full of ‘Hi’ from you. Maybe ‘Hi’ will be our ‘always’.
I enjoy looking at you and you looking back at me with such seriousness on your face. People talk about your past, but please don’t let your past define your future. You have yet to unravel those beautiful things deep within you and when that time comes, I hope you will let others see the brighter side of you.
It’s always risky, I know. And I am grateful of all those time spent with you no matter how limited it is and for the remaining ticking off the clock, let’s enjoy our company shall we? I won’t be regretful that I made it easy for you to read through my actions of how I feel, I never wanted the thought of regretting in the future of how I never let you feel the way I feel for you.