Matt, why didn't you talk to someone?
Why didn't tell a friend how you were feeling?
You could have let out all the sadness
You could have stayed, you could still be here

Matt, your mom is broken
She cries a lot
She wonders about you
She misses you
I miss you

Matt, your little brother is struggling
He doesn't smile as much
And his eyes tell you that he's seen too much
Ryan needs you

*Matt, I need you

Love is so twisted. When you fall in love, you fall hard. Your whole being comes crashing down and it seems like your heart is beating so hard that it might explode in your chest. Having every single bone in your body shatter would be less painful than being in love. He's such a beautiful human being that you almost forget how badly he's hurt you. When you look into his eyes, you can see galaxies upon galaxies, but unfortunately, you are only one of his tiny stars in his giant universe.


B.S.