Don't worry, love,
I know those gates of stone
stand firmly
to guard the most precious parts
of your soul.

I am not here like the others;
not as a warrior
planning a siege
or a strategist
plotting to knock them down.

I respect your walls too much.

You have fought in more wars
than most;
you have been betrayed by more loves
than most could survive -
your walls are the result
of your scars.

So here I stand before you,
my weapons laid down,
my intentions spread out before the Sun,
with nothing in my hands
but open palms,
asking you
to let me in.

Show me, love,
all those terrible,
beautiful
wild flowers
growing in your garden -
I want to do nothing
but paint them to remember,
and carry their fallen petals
safely in my heart.

Open up to me, please,
my love -
I am already yours.

Sun is different today
It's blazing rays of light
Hurts me **** much
That I started to hate
Seeing it now a days

Used to loved the rays
That touches my skin
But now it burns
Not minding how it hurts
Torturous every time

Used to help grow things
But now it kills
Not sure what to do
Confused all over again, maybe
Just maybe, it's not the sun

But that caused it
That's killing....
Maybe it's me...
Maybe it's me...
Maybe ...

Are you happy?
Are you happy with me?
Because my thought haunts me
That probably somewhere
There is someone else who could makes you happier than I do
And it terrifies me
I can not promise you today
I can not promise you tomorrow

All I know is...
That when our hearts attached to each other
And our hands holding one another
We could survive the storms together
And anchored in the beautiful islands
Like we always do for thousand of days

Last night I saw you sleeping
Were you dreaming of our dreams?
Discovering our fine days
Looking at the blue sky
Laying on the field of daisies
Because I am dreaming too
On a starry night
Laying on the beach with you
Kissing under the shining milkyway

Panicking in my mind
Seated in my dark corner
My heart beating so fast
Thoughts running around

Smoking at the rooftop
Slowly ******* the air in
Blowing the smokes out
Seeing vision passes by

Drinking with the darkness
Slowed sip from my glass
Sweat trickle down my back
Time stops, feeling numb

Tears falling down my face
Constricting pain in my heart
Sounds coming out in my lips
Body uncontrollably shaking

My life passes by in front of me
Wasted years of loving you
Why do I feel you hated me?
What is wrong with me?

Sobbing like a lost child
Feeling alone and afraid
Hated myself much more
Closing my eyes to sleep

Five o'clock in the morning when
Sun rises looking at the waiting
Moon as his rays hide the glow.

Morning came the summer time,
Flowers bloom with morning dews,
Buzzing bees harvest honey dews.

Six o'clock in the evening when the
Moon shines, a brief caress to the
Sun before it blends with darkness.

Creatures of the night start to awaken,
Fruit bats flying out from their caves,
Fruits bearing trees for their buffet.

Wind brings to me in this dark corner
The scent of the night's flowers and
The sounds of the howling wolf.