Im kinda lost
Im a good guy with a troubled heart,
I love you but neither of us can play our part,
You broke me,
You broke my heart,
I wish I knew what would’ve happened from the start,
But I guess thats life,
You win some you lose some,
I lost you  and you lost me,
I don't mean to sound cliche
But every time I play Adele
I don't wish to find someone like you
But I do wish you the best,
I hope your next gets the best version of you,
The version I was never able to have,
If he does id tell him good luck and congrats,
Its a bitter sweet ending,
Because I need to love me first and love you last

I feel like I’m in the eye of the storm,
Im so calm yet chaos surrounds me,
What do I do,
Do I try or do I give up,
Cause sometimes when it comes to expectations you can never live up,
Ive never been insecure,
You bring my greatest fears to life,
To think I wanted you to be my wife,
I want to trust you but you make it so hard,
I want to love you but would it be best for me to love you from a far ?
You left a permanent scar on my heart,
You know the same one that you ripped apart,
And now you want to try ? Why ?
Sometimes I think you get enjoyment when I cry,
Thing is if I was with someone else I would be treated better,
Im tired of putting aside my pride,
I just wish you’d just play my side,
I really hope this doesn’t end up in a fight,
Because all I want is for you to act right.