Love me
with
your quivering eyes
crack my perception
dazzle my heart
O
Arabian beauty!
save me
save me
from my restless youth

with napping world
I look at everything
like a utopia
Now
your cute love
twisted
like a knife
rolling hills
sizzling sand dunes
bonding
into an Arabian night
O Jasmine my princess
silken tresses
bonfiring
furious fire
breathe in
keep kissing
don't stop
please show me crying eyes
crush my heart
torment me
give me all your burden
purely control me
no walls
let's try to fly
like a Cinderella love
I am finished with you

torque of love
so high
out of control
loaded gun
just try it

**** me
with your
self-delight


with
your naked eyes
jump off the roof
O jasmine! come back to me
into the heavens abode
and
torture my lies
unhinged me with truth
I don't want to be normal
free me
capture me

give
me
plethora of love
till the night candle burn
tremoring void
with your dew's drop
I sense complete roses,
though you carry
daggers in your heart
like an invisible belonging
mirroring me in a  mirror
tired  footsteps unreward
crying the burden of emptiness
fragile figure
what a void  life
lost expectation
diminished potential
to live without you every day is a boring task
at last
A
shattering mirror
blade smiling
in your beautiful venomous peninsula
I am not in pain O dear!
comfort me with
your sweet
darkness

I have mocked my own path many times
Do you know?
you don't know

now I keep
running
running
running
away from reality

as if

death is incredible
but not as life

biting time
everyday
I wake up
and
going
into the quest
of nowhere

retrospecting
recollections
and a gulp of sorrows
I turned my own look back
ecstasy doesn't last
happiness lost
within a second
without her

and a
whispering
screams
river reverberating
my mind
over and over

life is nothing
I don't mean to her
hoping for the day
I will come out of my depression

without her
there is no one
nothing to me

red nails
long fingers
I said lightly to her
let's dive from sky high
and breathe out
diving from sky high
water is cold
depression kissing
bubbling
stop
...
into the heaven
I am looking at you in the mirror
the reality changed, so was I
like an unhinged wild shadows
a hollow soul
I elope
you remain
like a curious beauty
never identified by those who don't assume
cheers!!!

Little fog
Hungry fishes
Both enjoying below the deck of ship
N
N
N
A forest inside deep ocean
Jellyfish n starfish
Dancing
.
.
.

Overnight a chilling mind
Dark and bright
Fumbling smokes
Rumbling pegs of dreams
Foggy road
Invisible soul !!!

Moving winds
Darkness and like a lovely hell
Smoking and fumes of cardamom
And few sizzling fires...
And Addictions to honey kisses...

Relaxed
With purple shine
A rainbow
Sings with dancing stars
A lazy wake up excitement...
Early birds beauty
A magical spells charms
Little rain
Little walk...
A thirsty mirage
Over a bowling
Valley

Jashn e ishq
Dard e junoon
Dard e hasi
Beparwah dillagi
Aur bicharna ek pehchan e awarapan
...

Mein tanha
Pagal deewana
Nazar e dard
Itna tanha
Paas aa jao
Pyaar

Dard khuch unkaha
jaise ki Nadiyaan ka kaaton par chakna
Phir ghumsum me
dhoondta phirta awaara mann
...

Kyu is kadar..
Tarshane lagi tanhai..

Parchhai...bhi kehne pe Mazbur..
Khud se dur jaate hue...kyu tu itna mazbur..

Bebasi ka aalam...
Tanhai e dard...
Dooba phir raat e  Nashe Nashe me
...

Jaise ki Tum
Haan Tum

Mein ek sharabi
Maikhane e dard
Wajah e bewajah
Palako me chupa ke


Ghoomti hue chand ki tarah....
Ghoongroo ki awwaaz e tanhai
Aur bheegti barsaate...
...

Chilling in dark...
Chilling my mind
Darkness reading my soul...
And I am invisible ...
In the hills and sparrows
A walk to remember
In lovely shade of dusk...
Forest and forest...

....

I am getting mad
Possible living parameter will be
After I become  chilled with all debts of mind
Already almost dead
I am
Anyway I will die anyday nearby
That's why I am chilling like hell
Even hell is so boring
That's why they are not selecting me to enter
Even heaven surprise n rejected me
So I am living in earth
Just to  die
Losing hopes...
Let it be
Let it be
I am going to merge with  bottomless ocean one day
....
May the day is near...
Cheers!!!

Drop me
Bye
Diving in the ocean...
Surfing snow inside my mind
While sinking in the plantation underneath ocean...
A dark adventure in the deck of induced suicide lovely ocean flowery invention afterlife....
....
Wake up buddy
Wake up buddy
Wine and *** was splashed on me
Blood circulation slow in sleep
Traumatic dreams as one hand pressed by depressive head...
Mind was searching a new route...
Heart was happy...floating in the relaxed mood...

Eventually I woke up with a splashed whisky...
And I found all organs attached with body and soul
Mind laughing...
Hallucinations overpowering
Persistence of vision...in circulation loop of dark dreams!!
....
..
.

Crossing the road
In-between
Her looks turns dark gloomy
Her smile decreased...
Shades of nature...
Turned situation out of control
She flew to the linked imagination
Forgetting the reality which was turning her sad...
Her eyes speaks ...
She remains calm
And
rest in the grass full of daffodils
Still merging to longing love which was above reality...
.....

Sometimes...
Something in heat of darkness...
Thinking and thinking
**** it
What are you thinking man?
Go splash a river on your face...
She has gone...
She won't come back...
Don't lament...
Find a new clue...
See the lotus!!!
And
Listen music...
And start your hobby...
And deeply involve yourself in hobbies
Enjoy the pain
...
Enjoy the rain
...
Enjoy the dark
...
If anyone bark...become a shark!!!
Cheers!!!
Cheers!!!
Cheers!!!

Darkness will go...
Season varies...and so the darkness...too!!!

A battle in my mind
Rushing like chronicle cyanide
Conquering the rigid pulpng darkness..
A fear.. triggers..
Automatically like a demons flying in the sky
...

Don't know...
..
What to do
What to do
Life is a beautiful venom
Darkness is part of life
And
cherishing with breakfast or dinner...

Like a lotus in mud
Like a sun smile
We walk
Neglecting pains
N
Cherishing brain
Infact what we gain
Yeah a set of happiness
cheers!!!

Sleepless like a  zombie nights
And I under darkness
Without light... searching
A ray of hope
With kick , I think I will win
But Alas! Met my owns skull
While looking mirror

Pants off... shivering
Darkness kissed
Apple bobbbing

Will I live forever
Or
Remains of the remains
Like never

Like a reckless vampire
Digging my own graveyard
Without seeing the sun,
I sleep...before I sleep
With cold and fever
..

Okay take care!.
...no trust that means... no other method...
believe in trust factor.....
and
then showed cold fish path..

.
.
.
... Let's say half trust from two ends simultaneously,agree?
No

bye!



well don't take it otherwise
  hard feelings to all such agency who trap the innocent and sad poor  people...
.
.
.

in deep loses
then only enter in this other factor field
.
..
But, alas!
... increased  loses into more loses.
..turns .
Ignition of darkness...
Trapped
Living like deads
Suffocating
.
.

.
..

Dawn n cold
Little peg n pebbles swimming
mixing
Slow dance
Over a cup of night dreams
..

Lightly a magic
Curly grass of new dawn
Calming mind

Rivers drenching me
Drowning like fast breezes
Don't know swimming
But,
Swimming like hell in dreams
As alarm clock didn't  ring
snoozed automatically
Unsolved mystery
Mud and river deep
Recoiling together
River rising risk
Floating with friendly allegators
Dropped near the sea shores
Uneven day dreams ....
Something missing...
Unusual catastrophic frames of nature's attitude.... freezingly freely
...

Giving Space of thoughts
Respect love n respect
Kites of flowery cactus
Listening key skill vanishing with ego
Rethinking

Mediating
Stepping into others shoe
Probably
Thoroughly introspection
Anger evaporates
Many a times
While
Thinking
Twice

Situation
N
Probability

What we imagine?
What we lost?
Shall we gain if not lost...

Dear
I love you
Don't fear

I can't see tears
Let's cheers!
O dear!

Flamingo
Searching the fire in the passage
Dipped ice n rain...

Over the cup
Dancing fairy
Beautifying tonic

Overnight
Spilling
Ice rock
....

Cucoon of love
Whispering a shadow
To meet in the unknown island
I was wondering
Wondering n gone with charming beam of twilight
Rest is in dream ...
Reality may be far far away
In the frozen thoughts...
Champagne n wine
Little warmness...
A cigarette ...
Smoking to release a dream
In the vapour of ashes...
Figuring a pattern unknown
to be decipher by unknowns!!!
Cheers!!!

Locked in the alienation
login in the alienation where to go ******
where to go
like  night overflow streets
darkness jumping beat
something need something
where laughing fear
lots of he hidden  tears
Inside the graveyard of mind
Turmoils ...
Scary loneliness
Expecting unexpected
Gone spears of pinching salt
N
peppers resolving
The isolations
Drilling self coffins
Depression enhancing
Drilling enhances
...

Meet me
As soon as possible
Otherwise I will turn to
*** or whisky...
Kiss me
Take the risk
I will be in imagination of love
Where turtle n daffodil n dove
Enjoy like never before
A kind of bliss

Do you want to get
Chill with me ?
Don't think twice
We will repeat history of great love in future  loveland
...
Shall we fall in love
Presently ~?

Sixth sense sinusoidally
Saying you must go go in
deep deep love
...

Sweet
Poisson candy love
Sweet desert
Safari shape of altruist kisses
Weeds smell

A game of real dreams
Sweet venom
Darkness click
Tick tock
Alarm
Rings
Unsnoozed
Long
Deep
Sleep

Mystery
Remains
..
.
.

A walking flowers
Some dreams a thunder sparks
Melted with fire in mind
Enjoying the cup of thoughts...
And a fear jolted in walking bricks
Deep well
So deep...
Open ..fearful...
With a new sparks...
....

Junoon Kanha
Ab pehle ki tarah
Abhi na hosh raha
Aur wajah bhi jeene ki jaise
Dheere dheere
khatam Hoti ja Rahi hai

Bewajah
ya
phir wajah

Daru

Pita hu nukkad nukkad me
Aur dhoondta hu ek theekana
Janha Noor Bhari
pyaar hi pyaar **
.

..
Aur na Milne par
Phir se
Sharaab e gulab
Me Nazar
Aur...
Sharaab Ko hi Humsafar ki tarah ghulta doobta ...ek yaad me
Chun Liya ** jaise...
Har waqt
Har lamha
Khyaal e khwaab me

Aur

chamakta Sitara
Ko tootte hue dekha
Toh phir ek mehfil
Aur
khyaal wohi puraane din ke
Aur
aaj bhi yaad karu
Toh Lage naye jaise taaza
gulaab e nasha ...
Aur Ishq Bhari woh aankhein

Kudrat ka karishma ** jaise

..

Aankh khuli
Par Raha toh mein bas ek sharaabi

Yaadein aur woh neele neele amber
Aur oska Chand ki taraf  dekhna
.


Aur
mein niharta ose
Chandni raaton me
Chand se bhi jaida khubsurat
Ose dekhta mein Haqeeqat me
...
...


...
Aur phir ek kaanch ki bottle tooti
mere haathon me
Khyaal aaya
Ki
Ab mein osse bahot dur ** Chuka hu
...bahot dur...


Aur Ishq jaise...
Najane aankhon me kaed
Aaskhq e beedi
Khud Ko jalata
aur
.
.

.
Kitni bhi koshish Karu
Par oska chehra Nazar aa hi jata
..

...
.
.

A bowl of freedom
Captured a little more...
Enjoying earlier...
Now a jar of ocean freedom
Locked in own cage of unhappiness
..





.

Approximately approached...
Yet far behind
As unhold...
Provoked weekness...
Depression deep like voluntarily diving in bottomless sea...
Or flying in zero gravity...against the wishes of heart...
May be brain turmoils...
Eradicating... dark possibilities...
Maybe for good reason...or may not ?
Pondering n cigarettes...stock finished...
Let me go outside...
For deep oxygen...
For a deep love...
For a deep nature
For a deep down the broken snow...
And kiss the heat from the ice melting...
Watching the unwatered drought...deep inside the brain nerves
Likely to fly...
Nowhere paradise...
Anytime..
Maybe now...
..
.
.

Tranquilizing broken soul
Unrevived
Needed
Much needed love
Broken quantum of life dynamics
Depression is like
Next to hell
...
Can love has power to revive depressed broken souls ?

Deep depression
Hey dear!
Let's go in illusion for a while...
And will come back with answer
That we haven't imagination...
Relax... just in dream
Sleep in reality...
Tired frustrated loop of temperature
Withered rosy smile...
Cheers!!!
O dear...
Rose is there ...full of bouquet...
Let's fall in deep Love...
Where no one goes...
We will be in new adventure island...
Let's imagination...
Construct in reality
What's say?

Almost Oxygen less in imagination corner
Birds dancing glowingly
Over a thirst quenching desires
Lost enthusiasm and determination
Dedication is gone...
Feeling low...
Under waves of own depression echo

Silence of mind
Chirping birds caged in another world
Lost enthusiasm over time to time
a peg of memories in encrypted in unknown destination
Oceans of thoughts... flying anywhere..to nowhere...
Walking in the lane of soils n secrets
Striking smokes...and thick layer of ashes....
Waving a sinusoidal patterns...
Tangentially erupting volcano inside unexplained mysteries of quenching desires...
...
...
....

..



.
.

.
.

Where to fly?
Where to glide free will
Wheels of caged souls
Looking at the sanddunes of twinkling stars of soils bridging rivers mirrors
Scattering thirsty mind
Blocking a passage of beautiful lilly
Mixing functional set patterns
Withering new ice...
Leafs drying...
Quenching loneliness
despair...

Almost dried up
I am in the pace of against own will...
Walking like dried leaf's
Over the deck of beautiful dancing garden...
You looks like illusion
And I am mirage of love...
But eventually locked in own thoughts
Firing a piece of doubts...and going against the beat...


Will my beating heart
will merge   with dream moon
before rising dawn

...or



the sanddunes in my mind
will broke me
like ashes of chain smoke....!!!

Little flower
Drop of care
Dancing

Smiling
beautifully

Unfaded
Determining
Pure darkness
Candle of light within
Walking with kissing obstacles
..
.

Dews drop
Kissing sanddunes
Rising ...

Evolution
Ecstasy of thoughts
Perfect

Changing
Weather of beauty
Permanent

Dheere dheere
Ek taraf tera muskurana...
Phir dheere dheere
Ek taraf se dusre taraf tera Jana
Yunhi tum ek tarafa ...
Muhabbat ki jaag me jalti Rahi
Khuch keh deti toh baat ban jaati...
...
..
.

Mera deewanapan
Aur sharaab e Dard
Mehfil e jhum jhum
Bin bulaye chale Gaye
Na din ki khabar
Aur raat bekhabar
Apni dhun
Dhunki
...

Music slow
Night lamp
Dreaming


You came..
Searching my soul
Stealing my heart
Like a fiary...
Flying...
Above me
...
I said come down
And calmness in your eyes
love wings dropped
And you flew away...
In the ocean of unknown...
Leaving behind love wings...



Puzzled my soul

Now
I am in the middle of ocean
Your light I needed to reach you

A shark in the middle of ocean
Said me,  I am the whom you are looking for...correct?
My soul goes blank

I believe in sharks eyes
A cactus pinched in between
A little drop of blood
And game is over....





.

.

We both were in different world...
Unreachable...
But, mystery remains mystery
Let it be...
Let it be...
Game in the game..within the light lamp flickering ...


Lights out...!!!
Just few pages  remains!!!

Tujhe nazdik se yaad kiya

Na jane kyu
Dil ko yunhi dilasa deta raha


Magar toot sa gaya amber ki boond me

Mein sharabi dhoondta phirta awarapan ki tarah...tujhe ab dur se..

Nazar e muskurahat
Pyar ki raah
Nayi Manzil liye
Sapno ko duniya...se dur
Haqeeqat Ko aazmata Dil e dil
...

Lost!
Don't hear
It's just a shadow

Mind flow
Heart flow

Mind flow
Heart restrict

Mind restrict
Heart flow

But,
Sometimes
Heart restrict
Mind restrict

But,
Flow continues...


Mixed feelings

Sorting depression!
Cheers!


Can you bring a cup of tea for me
If you wish..
I drink...
...

Tum tum tak
Aur sham e muskurahat
Mausam e muhabbat
Dhoondta mein
Tum tum tak
....

Kabhi haan kabhi na
Aise hi chalta ...phirta raha dil
Ek disha se dusri disha
Aur waqt mazbur
Kehta dil thoda ruk ja
Thoda sambhal ja
Aakhir kya iraada hai tera?
Kya koi wada hai tera?

A touch..
Triangular walk
Collided with storming sea...
Tulip blooming magically in my mind