Tu ab mat kar intezaar mila
Mein khud se dur chala gaya hu
Mumkin namumkin
Pankh mein khoya khoya chand
Bhul ja
Bhul ja
..
.

Dooriyaan ye
Manzil e khamoshiyan
Luka chhupi
Tham si gayi..
..


..

...
Phir ek awaaz aayi...
Mein khud ko rok na paya
...
Hasti ek takleefein..
Awaargi...

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Ab soya
Teri  Nazar ke samne
Dil bekasoor
Phir bhi bekhabar
Sukoon se pal bhar
Nihara aashiqui ka lamha
Phir se khil utha
Ab soya
..
.

Jindagi Dard me hai,
ya Dard e jindagi hai...
Mein thehra musafir e arzoo e talaah...
Kabhi bhi shaam e subhah dhal jata hu,
Bin piye bhi ...pita rehta hu
jaam e dhadkan
Badal e pagal
Mein ek musafir ...
Mein ek musafir
...

It's evening
I am waiting for cup of coffee or tea...

In the block of loneliness...
Late dawn to dusk...
Bed tea dreams...


Woke up
Late monotonously
Without love

Few ice cubes...
Wine ...and dreaming love...
Wine replaced tea....

Drinks and drinks....
Thinking if she would be here...
My habits would have changed, I hope so...

...
..
.

Tum bolo toh neend le lo meri...
Ya phir...jagta rahu...ek nayi raah ko band khirkiyo se...
Ek tarfa...hi jeeta chala jau...
E dil e naadan...
Mujhe kya hua hai...?
Kya mujhe pyaar ka bhoot to nahi ** gaya hai?
Aur bhoot ki tarah...
Lamhe lamhe...
Boond boond...
Beparwah... awarapan...
Ek awaaz...ishq ki jheelon me
Ghumta ghumta
Chand ki taraf...dekhta dekhta...
Aur hawaaon se khirki tod di ...
Tum paas aayi

Thoda Pagal mein...
Thodi pagal tum
Aur dono chale...
Pagalpan me...
Masti ki kasti me
...meelon dur...
Raat ki neend aankhon me liye
Aur raaste pyaar ke banate hue...
Anjaan se jaan bante hue...
Aur phir aur...

Tum tak
Tum tak
Mein dhoondo tumhe
Muskurahat me dekho tujhe
Jaise ki aasman me ishq ki baarish
Tum aur mein
Dono bheeg chuke hai...
Chalo ab laut chale...
Ishq ke gaon me
...
Mein ruka hu
Nadiyon ke par
Chal rahi ** na ?
Kya kaha
Phir se kaho na ?

...
..
.

Waqt e haqeeqat
Tu bata
Kyuki saja e Jung
Meri awaargi
Khud se hi dang
Chalta ek  dil ka pankh
Kabhi Tere sang
Kabhi mere sang
Berang e rooh meri
Ghuli sharaab

Teri nazar
boond e aashiqui
...har pal ek kashish e dard tere bin...
Jau kanha
Tu bata?

Tumhe dhoondho
Dhoop ki chandni me
Kyu mujhe neend me jagaya...
Sone diya hota...ek kalpana ...
Khwaab e gulaab
Ishq me dooba
Dil e mazbur...
Shayad zinda rehne ke liye...
Kya Pyaar jaruri hai ?
..

Ab phir dekhta hu
Teri Nazar e muskurahat
Katilana e Nazar e ikraar

Ruka ruka sa mein
Jhuka jhuka sa murjhaya mein
Tujhse dur tadapta mein
Pagal Mann keval chahe tujhe


Ab phir dekhta hu ...
Har ghadi teri yaad me shyaad dusri duniya mein phirta hu

Mein teri yaad me
dooba ek kinare ...
Dhoop me jalta teri yaad me...
Deewanapan....
Pagal me firta hu Sagar kinare...
Jalta Mann...
....teri yaad me ....

Tum bhul Gaye mujhe
Is tarah ki me bhul Gaya apne aap Ko
Mehfil e mehkhane
Pyaar ki judaai e bepanhah Ishq
Kya karta mein ...
Mein jee ke na jeeya
Tere aarzoo e hasi
Teri yaad


Teri yaad
Aur Silsila tanhai ka
Tu Kanha
Mein dhuwaa e dhoondta
Teri Ruh Ko pyaar karta
Khud Ko bhula diya
Haan meine khud Ko bhula diya
Ishq ki baoli me
Dhoop me khud Ko jala diya
Teri Ruh Ko dekhta Nashe e jaam me

Tum mere liye
Rang bhari mehek
Dur yeh dooriyaan
Phir bhi itni nazdikiyaan
Waqt e muskurahat
Kabhi tasvir ...
Kabhi rooh
Kabhi

Kabhi bas ek yaad ka Safar...
Mauz e Fakira
Mann Mera.....
Khuch toh Bata
Kanha hai thikana tera..
Mein dhoondta


Shayad ek boond Ishq ka..
Dur  na jaa
Ae Nazar e pyaar!!!

.

Phir se...
Ek aag si woh tanha raatein
Neend me woh barbarte baatein
Khud se bechain Dil..
Sapne me milta hua..
Khuch kehte hue..
Osse Mila...
Aur Laga ki woh bhi utni hi tanha..
Phir kya wajah...
Phir kya wajah...

Ghumsum gumsum..
Phir osse Dhoop ki ek palak
Aur mein jaaga.....
Aur oski yaad me...
Parvato ki gehraiyon...
Me doob Gaya...
Najane phir se...

*** effectively
Beautifying tonic
walk walk walk
Switching
cold slowly vanishes
Soothing ...
Cheers warm water n ***
Cheers! Cheers! Cheers!

Ek chingari


Dhoop me tikhi ...
Yaad e haqeeqat ki numahish ...
Dekhta apni adhuri manzil ko...
Khud se khafa e Pyaar se darta...
Ishq ki boond par mann e jaam...
Pita ek mehfil e rushwaii me...
Subhah ki na parwaah
Shaam e sab e sharabi...
Mann yeh mera...
Dooba ek adhuri kahani me...
...

Waqt Ko manzoor..
Na Milne Ko kaha...
Raah badalti gayi
Par oski yaad
Noor ban kar chha gayi
Mann ke Kalpana me




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...

Nazar e muskurahat
Pyar ki raah
Nayi Manzil liye
Sapno ko duniya...se dur
Haqeeqat Ko aazmata Dil e dil
...

tum mujhe bhool jao
mein tumhe bhool jao
chalo ek bhoolbhulaiya me
bhool jaye khud ko
ya phir mil jaye khud se
haan ya na?

Manzil e tanhai
Phir bhi chal pada hai mann
Jashn e dard me
...

Kabhi haan kabhi na
Aise hi chalta ...phirta raha dil
Ek disha se dusri disha
Aur waqt mazbur
Kehta dil thoda ruk ja
Thoda sambhal ja
Aakhir kya iraada hai tera?
Kya koi wada hai tera?

Kehne ko toh barsaat hai

Par ek tarah nazar se nazar mile
Phir baatein chandrama se bhi  ki
Farmahish e aashiqui
Phir kehne lagi ki
kehne  ko toh barsaat hai...
Par tumhare nazaron me wohi baat hai...

Mein Teri manzil e nazar
Bikhra hua sa manzil e ghulsan
Udta panchi yaad liye ghum raha tha
Teri galiyaan mein yunhi likh raha tha
Khub khubsurati me rang me ghul raha tha
Aur ek shant mann me laga mausam ko dekhta mastana
Dhoop me shanti ko dhoondta
Phirta awarapan dilse...

Mein Teri khwaab vich
Soya ek kinaare bina deewar ke
Ek gehri neend

Bas neend me dobara...ek khyaal
Aur khyaalon me woh baatein...
Woh lamhe....

Safar Safar kar raha hu
Bin tere kyo jee raha hu
Raaz e dard
Mehkhane aur sangeet ki leher
Dhun e ishq
Nazar e andaaz e nadaan...
...

Tum bin
Bas Nashe me chur chur...
Kya jeena!!!




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Din e talab
ishq e gulaab
Ishq ki ibaadat karta
Ae dil e mushkil
Teri yaad satati

Mein dooba jungle me
Khud se hi ladta
Panchiyon ko darata
Mera pyaar tere liye
Haan ishq hai tujhse
.  ...

Kya karta tere bina mein
Jalta raha saari raat...
Mehkhane  ke andhere me
Jab suraj jaaga tab mein soya
Neend ke samundar me
Tujhe dhoondta phirta...
Kanha kanha?
Na jane kanha....
Pagal tha shayad mein
Jo Teri yaadon me khoya...
...


Haan ab bhi dooba hu...
Neend me hu...
..
Kyu jaagu mein?

Aisa Manzar aa Gaya
Ki Nazar hote hue bhi
Nazardaaz pe Mazbur yeh Dil
Aankhein hai Dard se bhari
Aur chalte chalte...
Ruke toh ruk hi gaye...
Phir se chale...kya?

Tumhe dekh raha hu
Nazar se nazar ek tarfa
Shayad yehii waqt hai pyaar ka
Khozta hu ek raasta
Par do kahaniyon me uljha
Takdir e kashish
Boond e ishq
Pyaari si muskurahat
Dil kurban...

Kya hoga

Pyar ishq aur mohabbat

Jee lenge...

Ishq ki boond
Khuch mehnat...
Khuch pyar...
Aur jindagi...
Chalta karwa...

Mein khoya
Chand bhi khuch Kam dikhne Laga
Phir ek mehfil e khwaab liye
Najane sote sote kitne Baar jaga
Ghor andhera
Aur mein bas sapne dekhta raha
Pagal si nadiyon ke Chaaro taraf ghumta Raha ghumta Raha
ek Kahaani me
jo khud ne hi jaise banayi ** jaise!!!

Nazar e ikraar
Tum taareef e kaabil
Aashiqui e parwanaah
Teri ada aur ishq ke khwaab
Liye mein phirta raha...
Jaise ki
Titli si hasi
Aankhon me liye
Neend me dobara zindagi ko dekhta
Phir ek nayi Disha!!
...

Raat e Raaz
Aur ghuma har kagaz Ko dhoondta
Tasvir e aaina..
Mujhe Bata oska pata...

Kidhar mera woh Mann
Dil e Fakira...

Ab tanha...
Awaaz me dhoondta...
Awaarangi ...
Chillata..pagalpan mera


Raaste ek pyaar ke ...
Oske kaazal ke Noor me..
Mann Ko bhawe
Bhawre ki tarah
Ghumta oske yaad me
Bas oske yaad me...
Aur oski  hasi me nachta mann...
Na Mili toh khud Ko hi bhula diya
Sharaab e aag me
...
..
..
.
.

Jaise ki Tum
Haan Tum

Mein ek sharabi
Maikhane e dard
Wajah e bewajah
Palako me chupa ke


Ghoomti hue chand ki tarah....
Ghoongroo ki awwaaz e tanhai
Aur bheegti barsaate...
...

Ghumsum
Ek boond


Teri ishq aur aaj ki baarish
Phirta mein badal ki tarah
Khushi ke rang me
Raag e aashiqui
Boond boond me ...
Ghulta hua yeh mann

Wafa dhoondhne me chala
Phir kya

Jindagi me hasta chala gaya
Tanhai ke alam e josh me
Na mujhko pata
Na osko pata
Aur mera pagalpan e dard
Wo wafa karti  nahi...
Aur mein bewafa hota gaya
Haan mein bewafa...kyuki wafa nahi kar saka...
Dard e junoon...
Phir sharaab e sharaab
....aur toota sa kaanch me dhadakta ye dil...

Teri nur e aankhon me chubh gaya...
Har aashq tune mere naam kar diya...
..
...
..
..
..
.
.

Mein sharabi
Dil se dil tak
Jalta raha

Darta hua
Ek chingari ko dekhta raha

Dur sa amber
Aur paas samundar

Firta firta liye ek kahani
Adhuri si...
Adhuri si..

Dheere dheere
Ek taraf tera muskurana...
Phir dheere dheere
Ek taraf se dusre taraf tera Jana
Yunhi tum ek tarafa ...
Muhabbat ki jaag me jalti Rahi
Khuch keh deti toh baat ban jaati...
...
..
.

Oski Nazar
Jhumti jhumti
Zulfon me
Meri Nazar e Nazar
Bas teeki Rahi...ek Nazar
Nazarane...me...oski woh Ada
Kar gayi jadu e Nasha...
Ghumne lagi woh barsaate e Megha
Chanchal sa ek waada...
Jo Chand se bhi khuch jaida
...
...
....

Only if...
Thou art of raining love will fall
I will survive...

Recovery of dreams...
If you wish
O dear

We will elope ...
To parallel universe of beauty n love

....

Though pain will break...
But, love will be infinite...
Let's flew to the paradise...
No need to wings,
No need of daggers,
Just a piece of constant love...
O dear ❤️

Layer by layer
We are walking in path
You don't know
I don't even care....
And we are walking...
Unknowingly to new destination...
Fall or spring...
Beauty within talks and walks
mesmerizing us...
Smiles in heart
Cheers!!!

Hasti hai aankhein meri
Daaru ke sath jalebi
Chilling forest me ...
Dooba ek safar me...
Safar e sagar me jaata mein
Manzil e ruksat e dimaag khalipan...
Jhoomta mein jhoom barabar jhoom
....
..

Osi gehrayi me chala gaya...
Socha tha...na jana padega...
Waqt ne khuch na kaha...
Mein mann hi mann chalta gaya
Pagal awara...ek pehchan e bewafa
Yunhi yunhi bas yunhi yunhi
Dooba ek andheri si fariyaad me...

Phir se boond
Phirne lagi
Tanhai ke agal bagal
Judaai...bin mile
..waqt e bandagi...
Jhalne lagi...nadiyon  ki muskurahat
Rukne se bhi na ruke....
Na jane kyu nadiyaan jali?...

Past
Trajectory of life
Tracing
Subjectively and objectively
Yet remains of past
Like an artifacts explanation varies from
Person to person...
Based on the time and space...
Situation to situation
Cultural and geographical location
Many factors...involved

Rather than going to
Subjectively viewing a framework...
And clouds of theories...and probability of viewing
Clustors of Truth is relative in nature...I hope so
Indeed!

Though both objective and subjective
Framework should be taken into care

Inorder to understand
Probability of probable life in past
Cheers!!!!

Baby
Like a lover
Dancing over roof top leaf's
Anxiety disorder smiling
Sweetheart




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Palke chupaa lo
Mein sharabi dhoondta
Chand ki tarah
Nazar ke saamne
Nazar se dur...
Wadiya...
Aur
Aadha sach
Mein dekhta nadiyaan ke os paar
....

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Magically I entered her room
Half closed, half open
I walked further
Brownie girl
Beautifully
Waving
Magic

Shhh

Dark dragons in her speechless eyes
Sizzling hot like a piece of cake in her sweet mouth
Going for sweet miracles
With her lips

For sure!
Curing my curious heart
Step by step
Turtle dance...
Begin
Musically

Turtleneck...
A flashback


Duo in same land
Thousands years back
Making sweet poison
Unknowingly
Experimental hazards took place...
Love goes beyond imagination...
Kissing fish eyes...

Monsoon special dinner
We met again
Flashforward

By
and
by

Abracadabra in her eyes...
She told me stop...
And
I told a lie
In a game of truth and dare


Then I
Presented her
A pair of daffodils
flowering eyes to eyes
With fire and ice
Again experiment
Begin
Let's see
She told me
Silently...


A magic book in her left hand
Magically rotating right hand
Butterfly clips
Brown curly hairs
waving with beats of fan rotation
Necklaces of my mind
Blooms
...

A sweet venom in the table
Fall...
Drop by drop
Experiments goes on and on
Sometimes present...
Past and future...
Travelling
Secrets
Unrevealed...

I asked her
tell me the magic O dear...
She said " close your eyes"...
And whispers in my ear
Drumming my heart
Don't tell..
Shhh
.

Candles lighted...
Waving
.
.
.
Flickering
Shhh

Kyu is kadar..
Tarshane lagi tanhai..

Parchhai...bhi kehne pe Mazbur..
Khud se dur jaate hue...kyu tu itna mazbur..

Bebasi ka aalam...
Tanhai e dard...
Dooba phir raat e  Nashe Nashe me
...