I will, I will
But daggers and roses
Killed me
I am sinking in coffin open
Watching vultures
And one eyes closed with cup of next life
Shaking my shivering island of heart
Like a broken wings...
Sleepless nights

Love me
with
your quivering eyes
crack my perception
dazzle my heart
O
Arabian beauty!
save me
save me
from my restless youth

with napping world
I look at everything
like a utopia
Now
your cute love
twisted
like a knife
rolling hills
sizzling sand dunes
bonding
into an Arabian night
O Jasmine my princess
silken tresses
bonfiring
furious fire
breathe in
keep kissing
don't stop
please show me crying eyes
crush my heart
torment me
give me all your burden
purely control me
no walls
let's try to fly
like a Cinderella love
I am finished with you

torque of love
so high
out of control
loaded gun
just try it

**** me
with your
self-delight


with
your naked eyes
jump off the roof
O jasmine! come back to me
into the heavens abode
and
torture my lies
unhinged me with truth
I don't want to be normal
free me
capture me

give
me
plethora of love
till the night candle burn
tremoring void
with your dew's drop
I sense complete roses,
though you carry
daggers in your heart
like an invisible belonging
mirroring me in a  mirror
tired  footsteps unreward
crying the burden of emptiness
fragile figure
what a void  life
lost expectation
diminished potential
to live without you every day is a boring task
at last
A
shattering mirror
blade smiling
in your beautiful venomous peninsula
I am not in pain O dear!
comfort me with
your sweet
darkness

I have mocked my own path many times
Do you know?
you don't know

now I keep
running
running
running
away from reality

as if

death is incredible
but not as life

biting time
everyday
I wake up
and
going
into the quest
of nowhere

retrospecting
recollections
and a gulp of sorrows
I turned my own look back
ecstasy doesn't last
happiness lost
within a second
without her

and a
whispering
screams
river reverberating
my mind
over and over

life is nothing
I don't mean to her
hoping for the day
I will come out of my depression

without her
there is no one
nothing to me

red nails
long fingers
I said lightly to her
let's dive from sky high
and breathe out
diving from sky high
water is cold
depression kissing
bubbling
stop
...
into the heaven
I am looking at you in the mirror
the reality changed, so was I
like an unhinged wild shadows
a hollow soul
I elope
you remain
like a curious beauty
never identified by those who don't assume
cheers!!!

I walk walk
And
Tired in mocking shots
Under the power nap
I dream dream
dark, frozen scream
Even I talk
With Invisibles prism beam


maybe
maybe not
maybe
maybe not


While
Looking
From
Different
Lens of thought
A conversation ***
And here it goes in another shot
…
I am not searching fish in the pond
Life is not like a rainbow round
Am I a broken mass of atomic number zero?
Like a dark brown bridge, anytime I will collapse, don't think I am a hero!
But trust me, if you will trust me
I will return trust you at any cost-free
Still, you’re acting like a cold fish path
Neglecting the power of waves and vibration with or without art
I will not be a sorry figure
Trust me



and

A leaf falling from a short height
and I know
before it falls
with a triggering
sixth sense
I woke up
and heart still remains
With many Invisibles
Down the road


And
I walk again
towards the next road
..

Actually
I am in asleep mode
Due to warnings of my brain
Something I want to see, but I find a Halo's, Halo's Halo's

Let's see how the crystal of thought provoke and my reaction on the intended action...

Will I be able to go with Newton's third law?
Or
I will discover a new law ?

Well the time will tell me
Or
space will give me some space
...

Jindagi Dard me hai,
ya Dard e jindagi hai...
Mein thehra musafir e arzoo e talaah...
Kabhi bhi shaam e subhah dhal jata hu,
Bin piye bhi ...pita rehta hu
jaam e dhadkan
Badal e pagal
Mein ek musafir ...
Mein ek musafir
...

Only I have words left
I will come again to this world...right now ... I am completely in messed up state of mind...like a broken brain
I am starving, my voice is low now
Even I can't say...I am in locked doors...only I see a sun for few minutes rest time I sleep just for another possibilities
Under the imagination
Darkness kissed

I will let you know everything...
when the right time strike my brain fusion of supernova...
and
I will be out from my own Bermuda triangle

I am sinking in bottomless abyss
I will let you know...once I know,I don't know,where should I go,three roads diverged in the foresty woods...and I thought of going in one lane, but I reverse back with fear...and that was a wrong turn

Imagination of darkness
Kissed with lights out
...
Even the dreams
Walking away
...
Like a electrons in outmost shells
With zero affinity
And
Floating freeless
...
Under zero gravity
...

I am in my darkness
Under my own Halo's
No one can see,
except me
Or
Not me
....