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 Dec 2021 Ram N Oodle
Incognito
I wanted to live and reach twenty.
  But since I'm at it now, I feel a bit lost.

I don't have... what you might call a dream.
  I don't even know where I'll be one year from now.

I don't care what happens to me.
  I don't seem to be able to have dreams, plans.

It's good enough just to be alive.
  My goal is to be positive and joyful.
I just turned 20 yesterday, and no one even remembers, lol 🤣🤣🤣
A free bird leaps on the back
Of the wind and floats downstream
Till the current ends and dips his wing
In the orange suns rays
And dares to claim the sky.

But a BIRD that stalks down his narrow cage
Can seldom see through his bars of rage
His wings are clipped and his feet are tied
So he opens his throat to sing.

The caged bird sings with a fearful trill
Of things unknown but longed for still
And his tune is heard on the distant hill for
The caged bird sings of freedom.

The free bird thinks of another breeze
And the trade winds soft through
The sighing trees
And the fat worms waiting on a dawn-bright
Lawn and he names the sky his own.

But a caged BIRD stands on the grave of dreams
His shadow shouts on a nightmare scream
His wings are clipped and his feet are tied
So he opens his throat to sing.

The caged bird sings with
A fearful trill of things unknown
But longed for still and his
Tune is heard on the distant hill
For the caged bird sings of freedom.
 Nov 2014 Ram N Oodle
LJ Chaplin
My body's carved from stone,
My lungs are made of gold,
Put a candle to my heart
And it'll die from the cold,
The cathedral bells they ring,
But the martyrs dare to sing,
They only seem to whisper my name.

The only air I breathe
Is the smoke from a fire,
Composure is my friend
As I dance on a wire,
Yes the people stop to stare
But little do I care,
They're only making fools of themselves.

I'm steady as a hunter
Like a shark in the tide,
Don't break above the surface
I'll be caught and I will die,
Try to live on higher levels
But I am just a rebel,
And invincibility falls to its knees.
I want to go somewhere far
Somewhere calm,
Somewhere now.

I want to escape
from reality
from you
and from me

And just lay there,
eyes closed
quiet sound
and the wind
blowing against me.

Is it too hard?
just to escape
leave everything
so far away.

Then,
I suddenly find it,
peace and quiet.
Is this reality?
I am happy.

but then I see,
it was all a dream,
I am still here
In this house full of tears.

All that is left,
a memory held,
the tear stains
and the scars that remain.
This is my very first poem, and my first lenguage is not English, so be kind :)
...Four years of
speechless moonlight and
two hours of drinking
the presence of whiskey
becomes a grain of sand
in the throat
Everything turns to regret
when all is forgotten but
the miracles of
her touch
Perhaps...
will forever be a prayer to the
stars
and thoughts of
"what could have been if..."
will remain as a
burden inside the chambers
of the heart
So many reasons to dream
but I have yet to find
a reason to
sleep...
Mek
09.25.09
Think
the over thinking
Like
wanting a drink that you're already drinking
Like
wanting to swim when you're already sinking
So easy to think the over thinking
a concoction of daydreams
you hate to be drinking
While
you're already busy believing your sinking
and your foots on solid ground.
So easy to think the over thinking
leaving
your future on the brink of brinking
And
you haven't done a thing cause
you're too busy thinking.
So easy to think the over thinking -
The only reason that your really sinking
in a world that may be okay.
 Mar 2013 Ram N Oodle
Andrea
Today I wanted to feel
my lungs burn
and turn to ashes.
Is it too much to ask
to **** myself?
Slowly, always
so
very
slowly.
Maybe, I know
exactly what I'm asking
for.

Is it so awful
to want to feel my eyes
sting?
The sour smell invigorating
my mind.
I wanted to inhale,
exhale.
Fly, drift,
and float safely on a cloud.
I guess I'd have to come down
to Earth
eventually.

Then I wanted your hands
grazing my shaking thighs.
Quiet kisses on my droopy lids
as you say "You're beautiful,
sweetheart."

We could spend an afternoon
falling on top of each other
and getting tangled up
in a mix of lust.
Then I'll trip and fall,
waking up in
this sick reality.

— The End —