she
was longing the feel of being loved
and envy all the lovebirds
at the coffee shop

she
created bruises
cut on her wrist
and told everyone that
nobody loved her

she
ever wondered why everyone
has the rainbow
but only her had
the grey clouds

she
tried to find out
how to be loved

she
then realized
the first step of being loved
was loving herself first

r.a.

They said we would never be together
I said we would be together
But not now
Just not now
As our age can't bear the pain
of losing in infinity of darkness

We almost fall in love
But we didn't
As almost is the saddest word
in the universe
And love is just too fragile

a.r
x amy

Our poems are fabrics

knit with the dreams inside
laid out in the open
so may a passing eye
grant a glance

a pausing mind
decides for a fleeting moment
to wear

thinking them their own.

December has arrived
You promised me a million things
You said you'd make me happy
And always be there

December has arrived
you promised to love me even harder
and make me the happiest girl alive

December has arrived
Your promises were undistorted
but I was totally wrong
Those were just lies

As December has arrived;
Mirthless smile was drawn on my face
you promised to fix
the broken pieces of mine,
Yet-
you left me a little emptier than before


a.r

She is that kind of girl
who burned herself in order
to give others light

She is that kind of girl
who never fails to make
others' laughter shows
although she is bleeding inside

She is that kind of girl
who falls in love
with a guy who alters his mind

She is that kind of girl
who always put a smile
despite the fact that she is fragile

She is the girl
with a million stories untold
but you can't never guess
Because she put a good disguise

a.r