Im tired and i want to be held by someone who loves me

You have always been my heartache,
But I'm not placing you under the blame,
For love caught me off guard before I could breathe,
And it unknowingly swept me away.

It dragged me under to a hidden city,
Where I found myself as I started to drown,
So I looked to you to save me,
But I knew you wouldn't follow me down.

Where does one begin to describe your grace?
A cosmic entity, an enigma.
The moon is not unlike your eyes;
Lovers quaint gaze up in admiration,
Powerful enough to raise up the tides.
Roses may wilt, but you are immortal
In the minds of many who were enticed so.
A force of nature- the sun, rain, moon, wind,
You have mystifying excellence.
Flowers bejewel your hair, stars on your skin,

For the girl i love
i cant show her but i can dream it
but when i try to make a move i just get shy
of what she might say
if its a yes or no
so i tried so hard that everyone found out
now i think if i should even ask
when we talk are conversations are nearly short that
i wish i could just ask her
but instead of going to her in person i write notes to her instead
and again i think if her answer will be yes
but if no then my eyes will overflow
with heartbroken tears
but still i will not give up i will keep on trying to win her heart
if not i shall live alone  in sorrow of what i had hoped for the two of us.......

I look at her in awe of her angelic beauty
trying to capture something so perfect with my eyes
in hopes that maybe my mind would learn to not question such
beauty but to learn to embrace it
or whats left of it....