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Mona Feb 2019
And if you find yourself lost sometimes
Look up in the sky
Cos we‘re both looking at the same stars
The same moon
In the same world
Maybe at the same time
We‘re connected to reality by the same line
Mona Feb 2019
I find myself
Walking in the dark
With tears in my eyes
And a numb feeling in my heart
Thinking about everything that changed
Thinking about the wish I‘ve made
Under the shooting star we saw
Realizing now
That this one
This one
Is never gonna be fullfilled
Mona Feb 2019
I‘ll wait,
I‘ll wait for that morning
My mind not filled with you
For that evening
Not thinking about you
Till only a memory is left
Only a little piece hidden
And till then
Till then I‘ll be fine.
Mona Feb 2019
Talking to myself in the third person,
Like I‘d listen,
Like I‘d care,
But somehow it helps,
To sort my mess and get clear.
Mona Feb 2019
And with every cigarette
My mind is filled
With more pictures of you
With more memories
Keeping me up at night
How will I ever get through this
Knowing the words you said as you left?
Should I wait or should I let it pass?
None of it will ever last
Because with every cigarette
There will be more
Get out of my head
Get out of my soul
This isn‘t what I have asked for
This isn‘t what I have pictured
But with every cigarette
There is more of you
And less of me
Maybe stop smoking
Would be the best for me.
Mona Feb 2019
Sometimes
I find myself melting in this place
Where everything around me mutes
Where nothing matters
Nothing exists
Where nothing counts
And everything petrifies in silence
But yet so loud
That only you can scream me out

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