Before tonight, whenever your name was mentioned a smile would instantly be triggered, a smile longer than an old country road
Not only a smile as long as the old road, but this road was filled with nothing was happiness and what I thought, brought the best out in me
while going down this old road tonight, came along with a hole of course
tonight one of those holes has truly hurt me
this hole just didn't make my body jolt and make my seat belt get tighter, but THIS time, I feel as if i had swallowed a rock from the road and which is now stuck in my throat and my heart has been ripped out of my chest
This particular deep hole in the road would accurately describe how my heart looks at the moment
the cold hard truth of it, is that i will continue down this road knowing another hole is to come
I've thought about taking an alternate route, but remembering the perfect memories of the old road draws me back

my luck hasn't always been the best
when i think I'm on top and living life at my best
a quick turn of events always seems to find me and tare me apart like wolves in a innocent bird nest
I don't understand why my life is like this
its an infinite circle of mishap
I am sucha good person,
why does misfortune always have to take advantage of me
I don't deserve these cards I've been dealt
but what can I do
besides hope for the best and see whats next

The entire room is staring, I feel my hair standing
All eyes on me, smiling is all I see
The chanting begins and I hear them but I’m not listening
My mind is focused on one thing
Blowing out my candles after they sing
What am I going to wish for this time?
Shall I wish that my other wishes come true?
Or do I wish something completely out of the blue?
All these thoughts bouncing around in my mind
However, I’m running out of time
They’re done singing, so here it goes
Blow
And like that another birthday
In the smoke

I see you looking at me
we're glancing back and forth
our eyes meet again but this time
its different
the look in your eyes is so intense
they look like an out of control wildfire
I feel my cheeks blushing and my heart rushing
now all I can do is stare back at you
yours eyes set me on fire and now all I feel is the heat flourishing
beneath the wrinkled bed sheets