Khairah Afellay

Khairah Afellay Jan 2015

It ***** to realise
That all these feelings will be left untold,
And will be kept till all of eternity
Because we are not meant to be.

It breaks my heart knowing you will walk down the isle one day,
But not with me.

#love #romance

Khairah Afellay Jan 2015

First Thought

Ever met someone new and think:
"Wow, this person will drive me crazy."
A thunderstorm on a clear blue day.
Turning your entire life upside down, inside out.

And you want to jump in,
You still want to risk it.
Because getting to know them is like adventure,
An adventure that you crave for.

#love #friendship #thoughts #writings

Khairah Afellay Jan 2015

Deadly Blow

I've always considered myself like a grenade,
Capable of blowing everything in my path into pieces.
I have yet to find someone who would stay,
When things get complicated.

Why is it too difficult for me to understand?
Am I incapable of showing care?
I confide everything in myself,
Reluctant to let anything out, I'm afraid it will leave such mess.

That's why it's better for me to be alone,
Distancing myself from the people I could hurt.
Saving everyone from the deadly blow,
Run everyone run, I'll let you go.

#life #hurt #reflections

Khairah Afellay Jan 2015

Departure

“Why did you leave me like that?”

“Because I feel worthless.”

“What do you mean?”

“Like a speck of dust in the whole wide universe, I make no impact. I can’t change anything more in your life, people have made you happier than I could have and your past is much better than your future with me. I’m not the best for you, we are too different yet almost similar and the way you love me is never the same as how you loved the others before me. You don’t show it but I can feel it and before I hurt myself even further, I shall leave you like we never met.”

#love

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