In miracles,
You don't know what will
happen in the next second,
Just swim in the sea of belief and faith,
And you will float on waves of miracles,
In life's illusion.
3/8/2025

I am at my best, the growth I now desire must come at the growth of others.

When people enter my room now
I corner myself to the edge of the bed
And get ready to cover my ears
Like a scared dog
And scared dogs
Aren’t scared of everything because they’re wimpy
They’re scared because they had to be

Even when people get disappointed
The child cries because he didn’t get to pet it
The owner looks at it with pity
But the dog feels it mist continue

though not violent
It will bark
And though not in danger
It will whimper

Not because it’s wuss
But because they can’t truly trust everyone
After their first owner
After those horrors
No one it’s at the back of its cage
Scared

For days and months,
Courage wanes, flickers out,
As if it was never meant to stay.
It takes every ounce of will
To live a life that feels foreign,
Like a road not paved for me.

I dream of other eras,
Of worlds where knights and kings
Guarded queens and people,
Protecting what truly mattered,
With honor and strength.

But dreams are fleeting,
Like the soft breath of the night—
Gone with the light of dawn.
When the moon rises,
I feel her glow warm my heart,
And think of a light
That shields from all that’s dark.

Yet when the sun claims the sky,
The magic slips away,
And I awaken,
A soul misplaced,
Wandering in the wrong time.
I’m a traveler without a map,
A spirit longing for a place
Where it belongs,
But never finds.

I dance with hope,
Chasing echoes of a chance
That slips just out of reach,
My heart calling for a world
That no longer exists,
A soul forever out of time.