I think the problem is that I want to see the scars in person
Up close
They are hidden deep within my heart
I feel them
Softer than the areas around it
Weaker
I want to see them
To make them feel real
Make me feel like I'm not crazy
That they are truly there
And not just an illusion I have concocted to explain myself
I don't want to reach in to find them
To fix them
If I can see them healing with my eyes on the outside...
Maybe I can feel the healing on the inside
Scar by Scar