She's just looking for love, & slowly... the control of her emotions begins to fade, with every cup, shot, puff-puff pass she takes, every minute her precious time goes to waste on another boy, who wants to play the role of what he believes to be a man, bad habits, clean cut, but always pulling up his pants, those times he held her hand and pretended to give a ****--, instead of loving her heart, mind, body, & soul, because ....thats all she really wants.. . . but at this point her control of emotions are gone, she held on for so long, she can't hold any longer, tried her best to be strong, but lost all strength to be stronger, because for every time he lies, after her teary eyes have dried, she just wants to know why? Love...thats all she really wants.