For me it's you, it's always been you, even before I knew it. But for you, it's always been him...even before you knew it. It's always him no matter what. He is the one who gets to comfort and cuddle you, He is the one who gets to refers to you as "mine", He, is the one who gets to spend his life with you but it should've been me It should be me. I thought I had deserved some happiness by then but no. I just loved you so ******* hard that I thought it would make you love me back. It didn't work. I realize that now. He can have the job of loving you like that. I just hope you don't destroy him like you destroyed me.