I live my life on the phone, listening to the never ending ringing and a prerecorded voicemail asking me to leave a message. it's not even your voice, which is all I've been longing for the twang in it, the way you say your name, the way you say mine, I miss you, I love you. my body craves your touch but my soul craves your sound and the way it makes me feel. five years ago it started and since then I've spent it waiting, always waiting, waiting for you to love me like I have always loved you.