I feel your weight on my body But I cannot see you I cannot know where to find you You reside my shoulders Weaken my arms Limit my legs Drown my chest Pull down my head Stiffen my bones And you run in all my blood vessels You are as a disease Creeped in unnoticed A surprise when I woke up I want to know where you are So I can tell you to Leave me! My back longs for the bed Yet I know that the bed will not suffice I told Brain to ignore you But Brain will give in soon And Heart will do the same too Leave me! Leave me now!