you were not a verse or a stanza or a meaningless jumble of half-hearted words and you were not just the crossed-out name in the back of my book
you were the ray of light wedged between the pain and how the colorful feelings that decorated my mind could never be put into words no matter how hard i tried
you were never smudged gray or ink stains on skin and you were more than the substance that spilled itself onto paper because to me, you meant so much more than a collection of words,