I used to think back
to get my fix
of giggly
love

But now the memories
are faded and worn
pieces of my mind
that are slowly
being
forgotten

I love you

I loved you

But now remembering your voice it too hard
on my mind
and too consuming
for my tight schedule.

You hurt me
but with me being who I am
I love it
because that was the small price to pay
to feel the wonders
of love

And with the fading pain
the fading passion
I am petrified
that I will never




ever love again