The silence is too loud- the background noise is making my ears ring.
I don’t know how much longer I can tune it out. I don’t know how much longer I can control my mouth from wandering away on your forehead and your cheeks and your collar bones.
I’m sorry if I end up picking you dry, I just have a lust for love that seems to be perpetually unsatisfied.
It cannot be denied I am a fiend, but to tell you what you do not know would destroy my pride and most likely cause your retreat.
How do we go about telling them how we met? Am I just a bet? Or just the best that you could get.
I can't help but be cynical towards your approach and you unfortunately meet the status quo.
The more I get to know you the more apparent it becomes I’ll never be able to control you; nor will I want to.
My freedom is contingent on yours as well and it may leave us in a well
but then we will finally be alone and forced to talk and what if you choose to break it off?
Well then off I go like I had planned for you the whole time, zip away on a plane like I am riding white lines through white winter skies.
When your hands are on the insides of my thighs I can only adjust in passive- aggressive consent that could easily be misinterpreted- either way.
Don’t let my terrible, smooth, icy skin be the only reason you stay.
I am a hypocrite at best- hand up my dress and you biting my lips like you know I like.
Is this what it’s like to be a grown up? They say always a bridesmaid, Well for me?
it’s always the couch. Never graduating to the ascent required to tumble onto the pocketed recesses of the spare mattress.
I often wonder if I am simply The World's Best Unpaid Actress.