i know that deciding to live isn't easy
it was especially hard for you
you were so wrapped up in your grief
what was i supposed to do?
just because you didn't want to live
why did it make me feel like i could't either?
how was i supposed to pick up the pieces
that were once my best friend
then i met someone
i let myself think that he like me
maybe he did maybe not
as i got closer he got further
he pushed me away and i don't understand why
so now i have a broken heart and a broken friend
and i have no idea what to do