Huddled in the shower The hot spray mingling with my tears As I gaze back Through the shattered years Trembling and shaking I saw you today I ran and hid Tried to think you away I thought I was fine I thought I'd healed Thought I'd recovered from The power you used to wield You stole my sanity I was just a little girl Who'd never had a father When you entered my world For eons you used me You dragged me into hell And when I escaped I thought I'd get well Almost two decades Have came and gone But today I discovered My mind is still wrong
When you're abused as a child the pain never goes away. Almost twenty years have passed since I escaped, but everything came rushing back and it feels as though I never left.