Please, close the door, and lock it shut These feelings are the death of me Unbearable sadness coupled with undying rage Drives me sane, woke up in the hospital with a cold sweat.
All alone. alone with my thoughts, I cannot sleep So I stare at the white ceiling thinking of you, Wondering what I could of done to deserve this. I tried to be a good friend, I know sometimes it doesn't seem like it, I am full of love, but I don't know who to love. Opening up to you took more effort than imaginable, you take it for granted, but that's okay. Use and abuse me I'll take the abuse.
Spent two days in 51-50 hold, I tried to **** myself. This is about those nights, and the friends that weren't there for me.