Nov 2014
I wish I could explain why I had to do this. I wish I could make you understand. The pain I have endured, has become too much...I can not seem to find a way to cope. Nothing makes sense to me anymore.
I wish it didn't have to be this way. I love you and know that this will hurt now but with time you will be able to move on. Sorry.
I wish it didn't have to be this way. I love you and know that this will hurt now but with time you will be able to move on. Sorry.
I have been hoarding, hording pain pills. I have such a nice stash that is now time to use. Count them out in piles of 5...space them out...take 5 every 2 minutes...How many can I get down? How long will it take? Will I wake up? Will the pain stop? God I hope so.
