I know once I walk away, I'm going to inevitably turn around and wonder where the time went. And in that exact moment, I'm going to realize that it has been in front of me this whole entire time. The sad truth is that once I take the first step forward after that realization, I'm going to break apart. Because I will be walking in the wrong direction- like I always have been. But this day will be different. Because as soon as I take that step forward, there's no going back. I'll take my seat, turn off my dreams and be like the rest. Just somebody.