Small, grainy dirt clings to my toes. The chill of the wet ground syphons the heat from my feet. I feel my nose freeze in mid air, a drop of liquid ice sliding down its bridge in silent testimony. I step once. The soft cannot shatter. Twice. The cushions beneath me would not break my fall for surely I would drop below the ground to sleep in frozen fire in my six foot stall that I fill now with handfuls of clay Just to feel the hug of my Mother. My body shall return to her; my soul will rot away.