Sleep Where are you? Tossing and turning Night after night I am exhausted But no relief do I find.
Close my eyes And the nightmares start Which is worse Being tormented by memories Or physical exhaustion ?
How do I stop the dreams? How do I stop the memories?
How can you still cause me so much pain 40 years later??
Sleep...is not my friend.
It's becoming harder to function as the days continue, I have hit a streak of pure exhaustion, I can sleep for hours and hours and I wake more tired and tormented then before.