I always told myself I wanted to fall in love That the heartbreak would be worth it It wasn't. I wish I could've stayed naive Still believe in true love and a fatal attraction But I don't He pushed me over the edge One more time and I would become that heartless ***** everyone knew was somewhere inside of me The kindhearted girl everyone once knew is gone Being told too many times she was easy to control and walk all over she now believes it Meaningless *** is more appealing and comes easy with the numbness Because love does not exist and that fatal attraction is just lust you feel