like a walk of shame except i'm beautiful and proud and the fall weather got here last night unpacked it's bags but forgot to paint the leaves and i'm walking and there's nothing shameful about anything i did and alleyways look beautiful too in their own way and i'll skip breakfast because i'm still drunk and i'm still in love and my shadow looks a bit taller than i do i left my underwear behind lace crumbled in the floor REMEMBER ME i stole somebody's mcdonald's and ate it in the street corner did i leave my cardigan at yours? see you tomorrow making latte art hungover in some beautiful knock off paris store and i asked you, politely, to leave the mess outside and you never saw that butterfly temporary tattoo on my chest everything is temporary because you didn't even bother to get me undressed but you left your mark on my neck thanks for that just know you're not the only one who i made eyes with last night i kissed a few on the lips you aren't the only boy who fancied in my *** perfume at least you walked me home it was five am but at least you walked me home and your dorm room wasn't big enough for how wide my legs were but this dress was tight and you bruised my thigh or that might've been the other boy who threw me into the dark corner and i fell to the floor as he fell into me but my hair is long enough to cover this hickey and i'll take a sip of your coke and whiskey i listen to that boys song and laugh on my way to work and the shins are playing in starbucks and i wouldn't mind if just for a second i could pretend to die