January: I watched you slick back your hair when nobody was watching, and smile at the ground as she walked by. I wonder if you do that for every pretty face you see
February: You looked at me today and I don't know if it was on purpose but I thought about you that entire day
March: I want to know you, but I don't think you feel the same. So I'll just sit quietly over here echoing your name, maybe this time you'll listen
April: they told me you said you love me, I don't know if I believe them. You look at me like I'm thousands of miles away when I'm standing right next to you, do you mean to do that?
May: You told me you felt like you've known me for an eternity, is that why it was so easy for you to leave me without warning?
June: you remind me of blood loss, and it looks like you like to hurt, I don't understand you.
July:
August: I still feel your presence in my house but I know you're not there and you never will be.
September: I met someone new today and I think I like him but it might just be because i saw you in his eyes.
October: he told me I'm his everything and I told him I feel the same way
November: he held my hand and whispered sweet lies into my ear, and I pretended they were coming from you.
December: the weather is cold and bitter and it reminds me of how it felt when you left me. Do you remember when you left me? Do you even think of me?