Its hard to think about numbness taking away huge chunks of me as a person It keeps eating away at parts of my internal wiring until there's nothing but bare metal Depression has somehow become a trend Id gladly trade places with any of you to feel again Please Take this plague from my body Take the weights off of my soul I am losing control I truly ache for anyone who can truly relate to this indifferent identity I wouldn't wish this sickness upon my worse enemy My mind screams so loud i expect every last ******* entity on this earth to hear it Death to anyone who opposes my spirit Even if its myself I am past the point of help My malfunctioned parts collect dust on a shelf Self inflicted surgery at the time seemed to be the only way to ensure my health There are pictures hanging everywhere of my body with the face cut out I find no solace in how i look now I've broken every mirror in my house 21 years of bad luck no reason to stop now Encase me in cement and break me across the ground So i can taste the dirt and get kicked around One last time