im on a thin line between breaking us or breaking down. you are all ive ever dreamt of having. your words wrap around me when you cant do it yourself. and i never soul have thought that of all people, you could also make me feel so ******* hopeless and alone. maybe that's just what this feeling is. I've never wanted anyone else to be as happy or to be as safe more than you. and you just can't hear me. because you think that temporary feelings are more important. that im not as good as the **** you have to do on the weekends to help you feel less alone and weak. you never remember that on the nights you stayed home crying, i was the one to help you realize your existence. but yet here you are, still needing that feeling of closure and me always wondering how i could give you the same affect. and it ***** because i know you'll never pick me. and it ***** because I'll never win. and it ***** because I've cried more than laughed and im still here because you never left my head.