Just like that my words will mean nothing. Just like that I'll be lost in innovation, the clouds of social media. Forgotten in mentions. A "used to be" in the threads. Isolated in the beautiful and in the cruel. Is losing interest growing up? Or just regrets later on? Lost cause turning into false hopes? Is the $100 off your weekly check really worth seeing patterns for 12 hours? It doesn't look like the gold can rust, so I can't. These words are an aliens slang. These cars are my childrens junk. My smile is used for deceiving the teachers. A blessing to the world, a curse to the law. Holding on to feelings, letting go to the patterns on your hand. Pixels of the past seem so 10 years ago. Looking at the end of time while I look at my burgundy carpet. Running away from the stars like running from what used to be. Nights are shallow all together. Swallowing gulps of saliva while I grip my sheets, I'm sinking in Ralph Lauren. Testing my patience like if forever was actually real.