sometimes it creeps into the bones in my knees and it gives me artist's arthritis
i massage myself with the dull point of a pencil,
listening to the soothing sound of my thoughts coming to life
and sometimes an idea will crawl into my ear and lay its eggs there
if my passion is warm enough, they are incubated on the inside of my skull and crack open without warning
and to clear my head of the leftover eggshells, i have to play minesweeper for days on end
wond'ring when my days will end
and if my poetry will still be breathing