The familiarity sets in--
And sense's begin to howl
fear is born with-in,
Climate smell's so foul.
Noise begins to whisper,
Something sour in your mouth
And as when the bells chime,
You have no clue what's it about.
Heart-beat grows to a shiver,
despair begins to shout
In-midst of this ensuing sentence,
Ill thoughts start to sprout.
Hand's tremble in illusion,
The vision break's apart--
In a melody of confusion,
Envision of age old-scars.
Thy sweat pours a storm,
A turmoil to touch deep
Time strikes a marking--
Still eye's won't weep.
Finger's feel the skin--
Where comfort won't reach
Shadow cast's an hour,
Which somehow won't leave.
Dust begin to settle--
And the curtains are raised
Spewing numb on every word,
Across every page.
Moment begin to scatter,
In a place light forsake
Silence begin's to creep in--
From where dark was made.
Gloom becomes heavy--
Engulfs everything in haze
Conscience finds a noose,
And makes itself a cage.
Hurt infects every corner,
Balm as pure as dew
All steps lead to temptations--
And they pay their due's.
A puzzle fall in pieces,
Raising a few wall's
Have no clue what it means--
Or where the ghost walks.
My heart in condition,
With precision to be lost--
Heeding no indication,
One key locked inside a box.
Unfurling me a new season--
From seed's that were sowed
Made me some shade,
That always keep me so cold.
Them claws dig in my flesh--
And collect from me my soul
Mesmerised in my winter,
Bathe in asphalt and coal.
Window cease to exist,
Them walls harbor no doors
Mirror paints a stranger--
You are not what you were anymore.
Despair grows a sky,
Pour's me down a sea
Shelter won't stop--
What there is meant to be.
Dead weight drags me down,
Those arms I can't see--
Pills and the powder,
Won't set me free.
My tears bleed blood,
On my heart this loneliness feeds--
From this descent in madness,
No man can be freed.
Entangle self in chains,
When in misery one is bound
When a-top the mighty mountain--
The peak falls down.
A frown turns in dread,
In debt of all that's around
As where the dark is kept--
No man has ever been found.