Within my desire

Beyond my convictions

I feel I have fallen

Much more that I've risen

With much more at stake now

Yet with little strength

How will I get to the point to ascend?

And to believe my heart will follow

Would show my ignorance is bliss

I must not deceive myself

And dig me deeper into the abyss

For today will be the wakening

Of my ever hurting soul

And in my eyes you all will see

The difference that has come in me

And in my pain

I'll try and be the best person that I can be

With this little strength

And little hope

I will make myself rise once more