what if there are no signs? what if there was one? and I missed it? because I was happy in your happiness what if I missed the single tear that fell down your face and was licked away at the corner of your smile what if I was happy you were happy (because you said so) so I, I don't know, I like, started keeping pace with the anomalies in my life I took my glance away from you for just a second and everything wasn't all right? What if there were no signs but they were as subtle as the first snow if I forever live on tenterhooks I'd know! but... if I miss a sign and the edge appears on a knife I'm consigned to live a half life
I love with all my heart and soul a long time PTSD anxiety depressive person and I still fear I will miss the signs :(