She knew it was destroying her,
Tearing her up piece by piece.
She knew it was unhealthy,
He was torturing her,
thought by thought.

His presence could be felt,
Even when he wasn't there.
His name runs wild in her mind,
No matter how hard she tried to tame it.

Everything led back to him.
The music, the books, the bed…

Everything just came rushing back,
The memories she tried so hard to forget,
That blackening pain,
The red blots on the sheets,
The screams....