i can't write when i'm sick lonely lost and lovely thinking of you fading into my sheets for the whole day and the sun was too bright on my face and i'll eat donuts until the flu decides to say goodbye, farewell and i'll choke up powdered sugar dancing on the stairwell singing songs about loving you i don't think i needed to say it i think you already knew a portrait of your mother behind my swollen eyes does she know we spent the night living between each others thighs we walk with bottles between our fingers dipping our toes in cold water the bridge lights up, the reflection is its daughter