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Poems
Aug 2014
souls have no place here; and the eyes always lie
and it’s my worst nightmare
there’s no humanity in your eyes
no warmth in your flesh
have i begged for this?
i chose wrong
taking for granted the ways this game might change
a twist of rules
a banishment of choices
a destruction of agreements
what were all the decisions i made for?
do i lack any will at all?
are my choices not even my own?
i fail to grasp a single shard of life in the collapsing reality
i am unable to obtain a sliver of self, of power, of will
as it bursts around me
i’m on my knees
barely breathing
i must be dreaming
visions flash before my eyes
hot red beams bore into my skin from above
all there is is destruction
all there is is death
touch me or don’t, i said
there are no hands to hold me now
no vessel to capture me
no defenses
and no hope
without hopes, without shared understanding and a direction
this is what becomes of heroes
this is what becomes of harlots
pirates and prostitutes in my memory
curse me, mock me
i feel nothing of it
i am not floating, i am not sailing
the stars are out of reach, i am beneath all matter
there is an unforgiving blackness all around
giving way to more vicious palettes;
a dark whispering grey
echoing tones of a dying sunset
and blood stains from centuries ago
in my mind i am running
i am escaping
towards the light
but all i feel is gravel beneath me
rough and real
slate, threatening
the devil is a painter
the canvas is smeared and ripped, dripping red and grey and black
beneath me it is red and grey
it is hopelessness
half is a haunting color that brings images of that menacing light
the evil tearing me limb from limb
bloodshed
another tone symbolizes an uncertain frame of time
not a forever
no time at all, perhaps
it is pain, it is ashes
the whispers of the fallen fill my lungs and i am on the verge of sinking
down through the gravel
i endure the red beams and raise my gaze
hoping for some break in the darkness
a single speck of starlight, a gasp of warmth
but in your eyes i can only see
the world at its end, flames and the desperate wilting of all that is good
speechless and breathless and hopeless
more than wounded
i am finished, the die is cast
but it is not over
first posted July 22, 2012.
#love
#death
#abuse
#choice
#destruction
#hopelessness
#sadism
#masochism
#apocalypse
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33/Cisgender Female/California
(33/Cisgender Female/California)
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