You look from afar
Love in your eyes
Yet the face is stern
Act cool and calm

You can't show
You can't tell
And you feel like
You are in hell

So much love
To give away
But no one to take it
What a waste!

You make him so important
When he doesn't even know you exist
And knowing this aches
Your heart just breaks

You want to hate him
But even thinking about him
Makes you feel
Like you are in heaven

The feelings of agony are still there
No matter how much you try
They do not disappear
You are just miserable

You want to **** yourself
For being so stupid
You hate being invisible
You want to be important to him

In the end all you can do is coexist in silence
And hope and pray that one day
You will get what you desire
Maybe now, maybe in the hereafter