She kissed me and i was shaken, not shocked. The difference between shaken and shocked is one is physical and the other is emotional. Everything in my body, even my heart shifted aside to eventually let her set her shipwreck aside my heart. It still aches for you. I don't know what i didn't have, but i know what you did. I could sit here and tell you about how beautiful she is through big words and cute sentences but the fact of the matter is, she still isn't here and i don't think she'll ever be back. Here's to the death of me and Here's one for the cool side of the pillow.