She's got red hearts everywhere* A blush here or there, Never a hair out of place She's a girl filled with grace God given love From somewhere up above And I know I could never compare To her perfect skin Scarless but plain Somehow she remains sane And I'm lost in my thoughts With hands bruised and bound Down to my sides Bleeding from base to tip My wrist falls limp Against his grip And maybe it's meant to be this way And maybe I'm supposed to go today And maybe I don't want this anymore Because the memories won't fade From stained cheek with blood rimmed eyes And maybe I don't want to look in the mirror ever again and see a dead stare Looking back at me Because maybe I don't want to see ever again I don't want to feel this pain I don't want to let this heart beat another day When all I know is I could never compare to the girl Who throws her heart everywhere But still I wish I could be something worth jealousy I know I'm worth a grave Six feet under ground Where I will never have To see a dead gaze looking Back at me..