sometimes i get tipsy on all the fermented reasons we worked and call the dizziness love. fingers locked in familiarity, still trying to escape the spaces of us that didnβt fit. trembling thoughts colored in hues of please stay. jaded, eyes green with envy at the mention of you leaving. blankly staring at the outlines of not enough. we were two silhouettes scribbling words like forever on souls so easily wiped clean by goodbyes. married to the unattainable we made a home out of the hot soil beneath our here & now. hearts refusing to cave in. ineffable is the distance between the reaping of those who remain long enough to battle lifeβs sinners and deaths whispers. sacred: let me make a poem of you. say i loved you like holy scripture. an elegy between ghosts.