I finally have something good but it keeps slipping out my fingers. If that were to happen, I would be so lost. I WOULD BE SEARCHING DAY UNTO NIGHT FOR SOMEONE THAT REMINDED ME OF YOU. Which would be so ******* hard, because nobody is like you. You were my light in a dark room, WHEN I HAD BEEN IN DARKNESS FOR COUNTLESS DAYS. I can't let this happen, because even THINKING about it begins to break my heart. PEOPLE HAVE COME AND GONE BUT NONE ARE QUITE LIKE YOU. I see you in my sleep, I don't know what that means but I really want you next to me. I REALLY WANT YOUR HEART BEATING NEXT TO MINE TO SYMBOLIZE THAT MY HEART BEATS FOR YOU. I have no idea if you think about me that often but I wish for you to know that you are ALWAYS ON MY MIND AND IN EVERY LETTER I WRITE. I'm sorry for coming off angry, but these things are important to me. Don't go. I NEED YOU NOT JUST SOMEONE I NEED YOU If there were ever someone else, my mind would wander off to find you instead. YOU ARE THE WAVE IN MY OCEAN THAT GIVES ME LIFE. YOU ARE THE ONE THAT HELPS ME TO BREATHE. YOU MADE ME SMILE WHEN I DIDN'T QUITE REMEMBER WHAT THAT WAS LIKE. YOU'VE MADE ME FEEL THINGS THAT I'VE NEVER FELT BEFORE.